Just a wrong decision or a life turner!!!

Sometimes to achieve fast and to achieve everything we tend to loose what we have achieved earlier by our efforts……….I always knew my decisions have the capability to make or break my career, and I should take them wisely and patiently…..But I can’t deny the fact that the ambitions to touch the sky at the earliest lead to the wrong decisions ….if I may say mine did.……Though I don’t know if the decision was right or wrong….but am sure that was not the best one. At times I think probably I have not taken The Best decision yet as every one that I take gives me feeling of it being wrong ….now I doubt if it’s the wrong decision or the habit of not trusting my own self, which is leading me towards all this tension and anxiety.

But at the other end I think probably I might just be overreacting and there is something good for me in store, it’s just on me that when and how I discover it. My belief in god empowers me to trust and believe that patience pays off. However I also have doubt on my being a believer, as it has got the reverse co –relation with my happiness “When I am happy, god becomes the last one to be remembered and when I am sad he is the first to be blamed and remembered.However now I have learnt to accept my decisions and live them, as I have promised to surrender my self to God and let him decide good and bad for me …. As it is very rightly said in Bhagavat Gita “Tu karm kar fal ki chinta naa kar “. So taking a decision is my Karma and giving a consequence to it is God’s Prerogative.